I've had this same problem on other forums myself - especially male-dominated ones. I'm a bit mischievous and playful, and for some reason that's often interpreted as 'attention whorre', but it's not the case at all. I just want to have fun - like a cat pouncing on a toy mouse - and give other people a smile. Unfortunately my attempts at making others happy often seems to do just the opposite...
yep. That's it for me. Of course it looks like I'm playing victim, but it doesn't matter what things look like, it matters what they really mean, the facts: it's mind boggling to me some ppl actually call me an attention-craving person or someone with a big ego or anything along those lines. Ffs you idiots, I'm here to have fuuuun, how can you not see this ?! How can you blind yourself so ?! Ppl are just gonna read what they want to read in your posts anyways...that's just human nature. You can patiently explain things as they are to them, they're still just like "no !!!!! I want to hate you !!!"
After all there's a thin line between some ego-monster and some dude with a lot of presence who's just being genuine and fkng around. Lots of folks just don't see the difference, although it isn't all that subtle..
Unlike some, I'm not here to look cool, with my little clique, my awesome little quips and what not. I'm completely fine with other users being funny and I'm in competition with no one. Never have been. Understand this, and you've understood a lot about "Big Ewis" (yeah I know, I totally referred to myself by the third person...but I'm humble ! HUMBLE !!!!). Except for being a turncoat prostitute, or call girl (I prefer that) and the Dubya award...I don't like it when ppl beat me at those...
Yeah anyways...maybe those posts clear out the shiit in some users' eyes coz there is some unnecessary fkng dissing on here, wasteful and stupid, and at least I laid it all out as it is. And I don't do fallacious BS, all that's been said here is fo' relll...shieeeeeeeeeet....
Peace out, I love R and the B and the rapping music, much happy sound for me, and respecting, yo. Sheet, man. Representings.