The colour doesn't help but honestly admitting you went out looking hoping someone would start a fight with you so you could kill a person as 'revenge' for an atrocity they had nothing to do with. That's not a good look at all, its essentially admitting to wanting to commit premeditated murder.No idea why he specified the colour of the man, it doesn't affect the point (if there is one) that he's trying to make.
Bizarre error in judgement.