A moving piece, Mossel....but I know exactly what you feel. I feel it to. My brother immigritated to Sydney with his family 7 years ago and has been nagging me over the years to move over there with him.
But I am die hard South African with deep roots and loyalties to my homeland. Visited my bro in Sydney many times and what a beautifull city...but I could,nt see my self living there.Could,nt see my self living anywhere. But I also feel just like you, unwelcomed in my own country. I have responded to my brothers vigourous appeals to emigrate that I will never live anywehere else. This year has been the first time I have seriously considered emigrating and I would love to visit New Zealand as a prospective home. The crime, the violence, the "if its white, its not right" attitude of our government, penalties in business for not having a correct number of black managers, the srikes...the obstacles our children face when they finish school. Working and studying hard when we parents know they are only going to get passed over in the working world by the reverse racism policies of the government.
The Springboks as we know it are not going to survive much longer. The political momentume is building. I dont give a **** for colours and quotas and could,nt care less whether the Bok starting line is 15 black players, 15 white players or any number in bewteen as long as it is our best side on the day...
These were the words of Nelson Mandela on his inuagaration. " I will never accept white domination over black, I will never accept black domination over white. I support a free, non racial South Africa" and to that we cheered.
Can you imagine the All Blacks in 15 years fielding a team with a couple of van der Merwes and Fourie in there
Good luck Mossel, I have heard of several expats who are leading fruitfull, happy lives in the land of the long white cloud.[/b]